Wednesday, March 30, 2011

#8: The infant inside..

It always is weird to talk about yourself, one's brain gets bombarded with a lot of calculations. Can I say this? If I say, will it be SD("Self-Dabba") ? If I dont say it, will people think I am a big duffer?

Keeping all this aside, (I hope you do too), I would like to talk about what life is on my inside. I am a kid, in the way, I would love it if daddy would hug me and say I love you. I am a kid, in the way that I would lovvee to fight with my bro wheneva he is home on petty issues.. that I would love to make as many friends as possible, that one day, as I pass by, I dream to see everyone I can recognize, stop by and have a long chat... that I would love to spend time with people close.. that I don't hide anything with them... that I cant keep a secret(:P)... that I don't really think before I speak in front of them.. that at times, I get too possessive of them.. that I dont expect or want big gifts or lucrative treats, but a sweet smile and a strong support when I stand aloof in a game and want someone to continue playing...

The world outside seems full of malignancy, which needs to be rooted out. It was peaceful till there were people who were bearing your responsibility, but then all of a sudden, when you realize you are at that same position next.. it takes some time to adapt and adjust.. and in the meantime, there is a climb.. (gets me reminded of the song :P) it is all that matters..

I am sure everyone my age, will experience this.. and everyone has an inside that is similar to mine.. but why then does it have to be so difficult..so complicated.. due to the same child within? I never understood...
Shampoo